All I want for Christmas is you

I'm very happy to have you with me this Christmas:)

Thank you for showering your love on me!

love you,

pris

From you to me

i love all the little things you do to make me feel special

Thank you^^

lover, i love you

 

although many things have changed.

the past was a great memory

the change was a great process

the present with you is just as great

in the near future,

lets be great for each other:)

i miss you even if we r often together

^^

to tiffany

I'm not SHORT, I'm FUN Sized!^^

misses her guy

There might just be an invincible mistletoe above us

funny picture found..but kinda cute^^

Grateful with every day we made it through

In times when the thoughts are deep

found this pic on google, love it

found the song from the bf, love it

put both together, love it^^

there's hope yet



this isn't for me nor us..it has always been for yourself

if someone could just...

yeah, that's pretty much everything

 Ways To Get To A Girls Heart

  secretoflove:

1. Hug her from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other. 
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 
4. Cuddle with her. 
5. Dont force her to do anything
6. Write little notes. 
7. Compliment her. 
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Say I love you…..and mean it
10. Brush the hair out of her eyes 
11. Comfort her when she cries. 
12. Love her with all your heart

now tell me,
which one is expensive and which one takes up the reality of life's so called precious time?



i think i'm quite clear on my side already

just in case you wanna know..

yes, i still want you

no, i can't open myself to any other yet

yes, i know i'm being silly

no, i don't think it's stupid

and

yes, i think it's worth while.

i have been very honest with everything anyone wanna know

but it feels like someone is cutting the reception on the other line.

A reminder



사랑해 그 말조차도 할수 없는 내 맘

오늘 헤어졌어요 우리 헤어졌어요
내 맘 알 것 같다면 옆에서 같이 울어줘요
나는 안되나 봐요 역시 아닌가 봐요
얼마나 더 울어야 제대로 사랑할까요..



mind over heart? heart over mind?

Missing you

the title says it all

Trickling

i listen to this once every day

love it love it

his expression at 2:09 was very sad:(

Quote from Gossip girl

In the face of true love you don’t just give up, even if the object of your affection is begging you too. And one thing I learned from Lily is the importance of forgiveness. She gave my father the gift of a second chance and in kind I watched him become someone actually worthy of that gift. And one day I hope I’ll be lucky enough to find someone who will do the same for me.

—
Chuck Bass

didn't watch the show

but the quote wows me.



Taking Chances

多希望用你的真...

to give up or not

to let go or not

to be happy or not

all these are mine to decide

but i still believe..i don't know why..i just do

but i'm still smiling

i'm not hurting badly

cos i had your smile

All i want, All i need, Nothing more, Nothing less

Reminiscing

been roaming the streets and town a lot

not one that does not make me reminisce

the thing about reminiscing that is different from missing something

is that,

reminisce is to indulge in enjoyable recollection of past events.

what i had the past 2 months was enough to make my year a good one.

it would be wonderful if Santa grant me 1 small wish

(provided he does not know i do not believe in him cause i don't see how

that fat ass manage to climb through the chimney AND BACK UP!:P)

 

我还是爱，但爱是不能勉强的

a friend posted this on twitter

though a simple video but filled with many things we might miss

especially in this busy city
regret is a word in the dictionary
it should not live in our hearts

remember your past but do not look back

the memories follow you along the way

the people however will keep moving

don't stop cos you might just meet them along the way again

that would be chance

一生会有数不清的机会

until then, smile every night b4 you sleep

cause that would mean you have lived that day well

which also proves, you have lived everyday of your life well.

the sea of thoughts have turned calm

what has been given cannot be taken back

i've gained many fond memories which i won't pay to erase

i learnt to appreciate everything that has happened

and be thankful for the fact that i've got such strong support and backing of friends and family

i've always been given a choice

and i have chosen now to keep the good memories and discard the bad

now, i breathe easy

i've said my part and done my part

it's time to move one

if i've caused hurt and worry

i'm sorry

i've still got the love of friendship to give

so from my heart to you

good luck during your hard times and thank you for everything u have given me.

i am not sad..yet

i thought of doing this...

but then i decided to just do this

you should have spoken the truth if you had intended for me to see u as an ass

instead, the round about made me think there was more to it

so you fucked up once

don't tell my friend you misjudged pls

that's an insult to me

cause that would mean i was blind!

so you fucked it up twice

if i were to count your insensitive sweet talks and empty promises

you would be fucked sore

maybe i was the one who wasn't clear enough on the choices

i never should have given you 2 choices

life isn't that fair,

and i have made it unfair for myself

because i love like you, it was willingness on my part

I never regretted it cause this was how much 2 person were to give and take in a relationship

i only regretted allowing myself to sink so low

but then again,

i couldn't have been lower than you are now.

you're right, you're just a student...a boy..

a man couldn't have possibly done what you did.

these are probably anger words and i might just wake up still feeling the hurt

but you know what they say

anger words mostly comes from the bottom of the heart

if it doesn't go into your head

have it the anal way then.

goodbye.



Big big girl....

happens every night b4 i sleep

1st of the month and she asked......

the little one asked me:

"where is kor kor? why he never come? do you like kor kor?"

me: speechless

i swear if she wan't cute i would ignore her the whole day>.<

but there, she sank my day.

everyday, something just has to make my day less than happy

太巧了吧！o my 天！

what was that suppose to mean?

so you found the hidden meaning in that song?

no wait, it was plain obvious

i have not put it down not because i don't want to

it's because i can't bear to

when the time comes when i can do

i will disappear faster than you think

don't take too long

afterall, i can't hold on to thin air

你只有一个

used to always sing this to my friends

about time i listen more carefully to what i was singing

they suddenly became so clear, those memories

that's all i can say

i WAS happy all the time

i just have to be selfish for myself

i'm still not okay

but i tell them i'll be fine

thats the truth

my friends are all around the corners

waiting to catch me

me? i was hanging on to something

i don't even know if it will save me

but then it hurt too much to hold on

so i got to let go

i landed soft

but the impact was hard

it will probably ache for some time

and until that day comes

i have to avoid..

avoid anything that makes my heart whisper

"don't let go"

yeah these are anger words

i just found something that gave me a wake up call online..
funny as it seems..many ppl say that they are heart broken
but in actual fact..at least a good 80% of their mind is creating the illusions to make the heart feel pained
well,
even so, many including i will still feel it this way
cos there isn't other alternative cures other than time at the moment so screw the logical thinking.

i'm that straight, when i'm angry
you'll know
when i'm sad, you'll see tears
what is there to hide?
so i dun believe in being wise..cos being wise..
you have to stay composed and surpress everything down so your guts show!

so how am i feeling now?
hurt
cos it hurts when you don't even try
admit it, it screwed up and the 1st thing u showed me was your escape route
i would rather you stand up and debate your way through like how you r good at it.

i want a second chance..
not for you but for me..
it's a 2 way route depending on your ans
even if i chose the wrong one, i will pick myself up..walk back and take the other route
cos i path my own route.



only when the sun starts to set

i would fall into it's darkness

good thing is, it won't be for long cos i get so easily tired at night..

yet i wake so easily in the mornings now..

this isn't heart break?

isn't it ageing?!

i mean it when i say i appreciate all my friends

they r really doing a lot for me..

n a good job distracting me too

but i'm a bit confused now..m i suppose to await something?

or not at all?

why am i a sedimental song lover? T.T someone take my ipod away

It can be done

i need time

just like everyone else

i'm not going through this alone

many out there are going through the same thing

mending their hearts

it's very painful at times..

i kept wanting to control the tears

but sometimes i'm glad the tears flow

cos i know i will feel better after that

even my ear phones are taking the initiative to stop working so i don't listen to music n tear on the bus

i hope that as the days go by

it gets easier

n my posts brings more smiles n worries

i m not able to shut u out of my life completely

u still hold a special place

don't worry

i m keeping busy for the sake of myself

i will b fine...soon

남자라서

sunrise and sunset i hate you

who m i kidding?

i really tot i was gonna b ok..

n i was ok

until today..

i wish that oct next yr will come faster

so i can be as far away as oct this yr

for now,

avoid escalaters, avoid music, avoid waking up, avoid being alone

Fear

I'm now very afraid, very very afraid

i m afraid cos i can't seem to read your tweets

i m afraid cos i no longer see us on your FB nor your MSN

i m afraid that this will end

i m really afraid we can't work it out

i m afraid when i ask you what happen

you said: you're discussing hw and we'll tok abt it maybe tml

i m afraid...

of losing you

would you?

would you be so kind

as to allow me to feel that you are beside me when we're together?

i'm not a promise you have to keep

nor do i wish to become one

i don't need big plans to satisfy me

i'm not high maintanence either

if it's an hour or even half

i just need to feel there is nothing else except us involved

Doodle Words

GOSH! why is it so difficult to just set up a blog?

As complicated as it can be,

i just need a simple one.

ijustneedtopouritout.

As time goes by, i will invite more people to view this blog.

At the moment,

i just need a space for my thoughts to flow.

I think a lot.

and i really mean a lot.

Many a times, these thoughts stay within and are never let out.

It doesn't affect me all the time, but it can overwelm.

every time i feel i need to pen it down

the words just POOF! gone.

Today, it's about what ifs.

What if we never this

what if we never that

there are a few times, i come home disappointed

there are times when they ask, it hurts

there are times i'm just grateful for what i've been given and expect no more

will this become a routine for more than the expected duration?

i always tell myself, it's still early

then y is it never to early to feel the pang?

maybe i've placed you too near too fast

maybe i've not exited from the honeymoon period

I'm a willing party

tomorrow, this won't be an issue no more