i am not sad..yet

i thought of doing this...

but then i decided to just do this

you should have spoken the truth if you had intended for me to see u as an ass

instead, the round about made me think there was more to it

so you fucked up once

don't tell my friend you misjudged pls

that's an insult to me

cause that would mean i was blind!

so you fucked it up twice

if i were to count your insensitive sweet talks and empty promises

you would be fucked sore

maybe i was the one who wasn't clear enough on the choices

i never should have given you 2 choices

life isn't that fair,

and i have made it unfair for myself

because i love like you, it was willingness on my part

I never regretted it cause this was how much 2 person were to give and take in a relationship

i only regretted allowing myself to sink so low

but then again,

i couldn't have been lower than you are now.

you're right, you're just a student...a boy..

a man couldn't have possibly done what you did.

these are probably anger words and i might just wake up still feeling the hurt

but you know what they say

anger words mostly comes from the bottom of the heart

if it doesn't go into your head

have it the anal way then.

goodbye.