Doodle Words

GOSH! why is it so difficult to just set up a blog?

As complicated as it can be,

i just need a simple one.

ijustneedtopouritout.

As time goes by, i will invite more people to view this blog.

At the moment,

i just need a space for my thoughts to flow.

I think a lot.

and i really mean a lot.

Many a times, these thoughts stay within and are never let out.

It doesn't affect me all the time, but it can overwelm.

every time i feel i need to pen it down

the words just POOF! gone.

Today, it's about what ifs.

What if we never this

what if we never that

there are a few times, i come home disappointed

there are times when they ask, it hurts

there are times i'm just grateful for what i've been given and expect no more

will this become a routine for more than the expected duration?

i always tell myself, it's still early

then y is it never to early to feel the pang?

maybe i've placed you too near too fast

maybe i've not exited from the honeymoon period

I'm a willing party

tomorrow, this won't be an issue no more